Why Invite Me?

I keep asking myself, Why when I log on today....the first time in a month almost btw....did I get an invite to a secret debate board?? The people who invited me hate me. LOL. Not only do they hate me, they never agree with me and I ususally make them so angry they resort to name calling. So why on earth would they invite me to thier super secret debate board?

So, I have to admit, I went to check it out. I was curious. And it is a bunch of people sitting around agreeing with each other. Geez. The hannity debate boards are not even that. There are at least a balance of Liberals there to debate the Conservatives. But this...it is just a bunch of liberals sitting around agreeing with each other.

Tomorrow is my husband's 20th year high school reunion. We are going to the Social and Picnic, but not to the "prom". We have 3 children under 6. I can not see spending over 100$ on one night. Sorry. It would be 60 just for the dinner/dance and another 40 for the babysitter. Thanks, but no. The hubby is ok with it. Hopefully, he will still get to visit with some of his friends from School.

My 5 year old son started Karate. Help my sanity now. He tells me his hand signals and what they mean. "Karate is my secret." "My hands are empty, I have no weapons." "Forgive me if I have to use this." Then he goes through the kneeling and says "Momma, this is where you Medicate." ROTFL He is such an angel. My husband comes home and tells me of how he "kicked the bag." Where did my baby go? My husband is going back in training as well. So, I am dropping out of choir so he can. He is a black Belt in Karate and a Brown Belt in Tae-Kwan-Doe.

My 4 year old Daughter starts her fall dance lessons next saturday. Son starts school next week. Kindergarden. I will have to type on that another day, because it is a whole lot of thoughts.

My life is changing, and I do not know how I feel about that. I feel like everyone is going forward and I am going backwards if that is possible. Or at the very least not forward. I actually feel like a record, skipping in its place. I do not know what is suppose to come next for me. I feel a little lost and stuck.

Well, for now.
Me