My grandma died a week ago sunday. Her viewing was last wednesday and then her funeral was last thursday. I miss her. She was not always a nice person. And most of the time was not at all nice. But...She did love us. I know that without a doubt.
The hardest part was being away from my children for a week. I missed them so much, my heart hurt. I missed Brian too...But I missed him because I needed to lean on him last week. The kids, I missed because I felt they needed me to lean on. Is that totally crazy?
I have so much to do here at home. My son's first school party is next week and I am the mom in charge of it. Am I stressed out? Oh heck yeah. I have to finish sewing the girls wings for thier costumes too. It is going to be a busy end of the week and beginning of next week. And next week...next week is November. Where has this year gone. they just seem to fly by. I feel like I am missing out on so much.
I could vent about my youth group problems...but I wont. Needless to say...the kids are not going to acquire the fire this year. And on that note...I will leave it all.
In God's love.
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Hi Bree, I am so sorry to hear about your grandmother ((HUGS)). I pray that God comforts you. As you already know, grief is a monster.
Looks like you're having a rough time lately. I pray things improve.
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